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March 6, 2011

its been a long time since i last log in and take glance of this blog i made before.

 

everything that i wrote here seems to be funny right now.

 

it may hurt a lot before,

 

but now,everything is fine with me.

 

it means,im free.

 

 

 

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mabuti pa ang saging may puso…

July 13, 2010
did you get it right?
 
i hope i can turn you into a banana tree so that you can also a have a heart.
 
 
detrimental.thats the best word describing you.
 
 
 
your heart is as hard as a stone.
 
your bad deeds can never be break.
 
you mouth is full of crap.
 
i hate you demon.
 
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someday…

June 11, 2010

Someday, you’re going to meet someone you’ll fight with and laugh with. Someone who doesn’t care if you’re not perfect, and loves you more with your flaws. Someday, you’ll meet someone so amazing you might end up spending the rest of your life with them…. :D

 kinopy paste ko lang po ito…

ang ganda kaya post ko din dito:D

  

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giving up…

May 22, 2010

 

“I wanted a perfect ending. Now I’ve learned, the hard way, that some poems don’t rhyme, and some stories don’t have a clear beginning, middle, and end. Life is about not knowing, having to change, taking the moment and making the best of it, without knowing what’s going to happen next. Delicious Ambiguity.” - Gilda Radner

i know for a fact that in life,i can’t have everything i ever wanted.

 today.

 i am giving you up.

giving up the love of my life.

 because things aren’t right.

 if i end up being the one walking away from you again…for so many times,

 its not because of someone else,

its not because i stopped loving you.

 but its all because of YOU.

 blame no one but your own self.

 there are so many things i wish i could tell you personally…

 i really want to say goodbye and i love you for the last time,

but i know i cant.

 all the love i felt before was slowly dying because of your attitude.

 IT SUCKS.

 i am so damn tired of fixing things up for us…

 thats why,today.

 I GIVE UP…

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Lord i have a challenge

April 22, 2010

Lord,please help me and my family to lift ourselves again…:(

we are in a very rough mountain and all we can do is to pray.

 its so hard lord to be in this kind of situation.

 we trust you.

our life has’nt been easy,

i know you know it coz you are watching us from afar,

touch are lives lord,and walk unto us.

 hold our hands and guide us oh lord.

for we know that you are our father and you will never leave us alone…

 Amen

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My realization…

April 19, 2010

What a girl needs most is love.

 

What a guy needs
most is respect.

 

The most important thing for a girl
is her heart.

 

For a guy its his ego.

 

starting today,i will give my man his own time and space.

I will Let him
have his time for his friends, sports, family, self,
and God.

The relationship will grow old quickly if
lagi kaming magkasama .

I’ll Give him time to miss
me so that both of us will know the true meaning of the word,

“I LOVE YOU AND I MISS YOU”

 

 

 

 

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I just want to feel your loving embrace….

April 17, 2010

Zephaniah 3:17-20

17 The Lord your God is with you, He is mighty to save. He will take great delight in You, He will quiet you with His love, He will rejoice over you with singing. 18 “The sorrows for the appointed feasts I will remove from you; they are a burden and a reproach to you. 19 At that time I will deal with all who oppressed you; I will rescue the lame and gather those who have been scattered. I will give them praise and honor in every land where they were put to shame. 20 At that time I will gather you; at that time I will bring you home. I will give you honor and praise among all the peoples of the earth when I restore your fortunes before your very eyes,” says the Lord.

Dear Lord my one and only GOD,

 I cant stop myself from crying.but My tears dont fall anymore, and I feel that my heart has been broken a long time ago by the same person i am inlove with. Have mercy on me for my soul is slowly dying. Have mercy on me and pretty please take this pain away. I can only endure so much. Hear my cry O God, attend unto my prayer. From the ends of the Earth will I cry out to Thee….Lord, please have mercy on me. I love you Lord. When all have left and fallen out of love, You still love me. Have mercy on me and forgive me for my iniquities. I know I fell short and I’m guilty. Please help me to forgive,and to free myself from pain…Since the day my heart learned how it feels to be hurt,it never forgive those people who have sinned against me.LORD help me.but right now I just want to feel your loving embrace….

 

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pain,i hate to have you here <3 :’(

April 16, 2010
Sometimes i feel i am at the edge of a clift,
crying alone, in the midst of the night,..
if only i could..
i’ll shout to the world how i feel,
but it seems everybody is deaf to hear all those burden that my heart is shouting
how i wish you could save me my dearest love,
but,
you just can’t
coz u are the only reason.
 
YOU MAKE ME FEEL UNLOVED:(

 

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